T.T

I m day dreaming now

"I wan to be a well-known inventor."
"Ur brain is very blank..."
I know my science n maths r not good. (simple 123 sure i know)




"I wan to be a singer like Christine."
"I rather listen to my mum's mummering..."
I know my voice will out of tune. (but i m sure i dont have bad breathe)




"I wan to be a famous pianist, like the mother in the movie "UNLEASHED"."
Ur specticles r thick enough..."
I know i always hit the wrong key. ( but my retina still in good condition)




"I wan to be a forensic."
"wat? then i will be a vampire..."
I know i scare of blood. (but i wil throw onion on u)




"Beat it... Beat it..."
"... u r not MJ, stop moonwalking, ur shoes will spoil..."
"u r not alone.... i m here wit you..."
"i m not alone, thank u..."
I know i cant be a queen of pop. (cant be a MJ, then i wil be DJ)



"yo! yo! wat's up! yo! check it out!"
"u better maintain ur DJ fingers pointing style n be a spiderman..."
I know i cant do break dance. ( but some other day i wil break u)




"........."
"?... u wan to be pengiun?! HOLY GRACE!!!"
I know i can't dance gracefully. ( my dances r not holy ok! n Grace Cahill is not here )




"I wan to be a pilot."
"you got buy insurance ah?"
I know i dunno how to fly. ( but i know how to fly u away)





"I wan to be students' nightmare--- A LECTURER"
"I cant see u eh....... yiu hoo... where r you......"
I know i m short. ( but i can see u)




"I wan to be a lovely gardener."
"than i will bring back a lot of Mandrakes from Hogwarts..."
I know each time i grow a plant will surely fail. ( but i will be a samurai to kill all those Mandrakes, i wont grow them with love)



"then......... wat i gonna to be in the future?"
"DO UR PART NOW 1ST!!!"

I wake...

A letter 4 an angel --- Angel of Shadow ( i hope u noe who u r )

to A.O.S:

We know each other for half year alredy. Each moment i done something wrong to you, please forgive me. I m still a small kid ( ya lah, not kidding), and very "small gas"( translate it into chinese), and sensitive to relationship ( i m not a LB).





You had gave me many wonderful time, thank you. But, may be you had never ever knew, you had also gave me many sad memory. Ofcourse, memory is the source of tears dropping. I smile n laugh at u every second after the sunrise, you knew it. But I cry n yell like hell in my heart on the bed every day after the sunset, you dunno. Who am I actually, each time I look at the mirror..





Someday you will leave this city, I know. And I hope you will bring along our friendship wherever you go, remember me.You are also the most special angel I ever met in my whole life.Not because you are XXXXXX, but your inner character. It really touch n light up my life n heart. I think i had changed a lot, since i met you.




What i wanna say is...... MADE THE SMARTEST DECISION 1st B4 U DO ANYTHING..
( dun cry at me if u made the wrong decision cauze you never think twice. I will never pitty u!!)

love for one angel

"wat is it?"
"a....... love letter perhaps..."
"........."
"why r u looking at me like that?"
"u wrote it won't you?"
"nope........"
"then... throw it!!"
my eyes are turning red...




"why don't you just read it?"
"why should i?"
my heart is breaking... cracking..




"someone loves you..."
"so...who is that idiot?"
my hair turn white....




"you don't care the person, who wrote you this....letter?"
"i care for my exist, more than i care anyone else!"
my heart stop pounding...
i close my eyes...



the silent of the dark tells me that,
HIS HEART HAD CHANGE...

Think of Me

Think of me,

think of me fondly

when we've said goodbye.

Remember me

once in a while,

please promise me you'll try.

When you find

that once again you long

to take your heart back and be free,

if you ever find a moment,

spare a thougt for me.

We never said

our love was ever green

or as unchanging as the sea,

but if you can still remember,

stop and think of me.

Think of

all the things we've shared and seen,

don't think about

the things which might have been.

Think of me,

think of me waking

silent and resigned.

Imagine me,

trying too hard

to put you from my mind.

Recall those days,

look back onall those times,

think of the things we'll never do.

There will never be

a day when I won't think of you.

Can it be,

can it be Christine?

What a change, you're really not a bit

the gawkish girl that once you were.

She may not remember me but

I remember her.

We never said

our love was ever green,

or as changing as the sea

but please promise me

that sometimes you will think of

ah----------------

of me!

Dedicated to: angel of summer >.<

Exam Month...in fear but ENJOY!!! ( I m not "siao")

ya! stop reminding me about PMR is just around the corner...
if the PMR is just around the corner, why dont we just take a "U" turn to 扫corner and escape, stand there like an idiot 4 wat?

haha!!! ya......... u r rite, i m now betul-betul "siao" dy...

Exam month.... hm........ let me see......

no more day-dreaming, no more laughter, no more chatting nonsense, no more question mark... n so on.......

wat a boring August...

the first exam i exposed in this month was........ piano exam..

"young chang" korea piano brand again... pitty me, but wat 2 do... cant change the reality. hope that one day JS music wil brankrupcy only lo.... "yamaha" piano!!! I MISS YOU!!!
ok... fine...
i m glad that i can drive smoothly on the road of piano exam.. NO NERVOUS!
thanks ya, angel of forest!
the moment u told the characteristic of the examiner... the moment i stepped into the exam room (with wearing mask) ... WAS A BIG COMFORT 4 me... hah!
n... i wanna wish thanks, to angel of summer. thanks 4 ur caring... u r my best pal... (not like other schmuck angelssssss.....)

N today is my first PMR percubaan exam....
nothing to fear.... ( bcauz the exam paper is not holding a parang like wanto kill u) "bo zhun"!!!
n wanna say thanks again 2 angel of summer. Thanks 4 the tips....

during the exam, i thought back a lot of bad memories that gave by 4 angels 2 months ago.
they thought they had gave me a 难忘的回忆.

ya is unforgetable... but...

is NOT THAT KIND OF HAPPY MEMORY...

YA !!! 4 u all is a happy memory!!!
But 4 ME..... IS NOT HAPPY!!! is like kind of ..... u know....... A SAD n BAD MEMORY!!!
From that moment u all dump me that day, saya telah MENGUBAHKAN pandangan saya terhadap lu semua orang!!!!!!!! ( eventhought u all r recovery angels ) I will.... n I M SERIOUS!!!

u all really hurt me, angels........!!!!!!!!

O LORD JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 4give me what i m talking about......................................................................................................................................................... n i wanna start dropping tears now......

Angels, any tissue?

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那天星期六，神隐天使请我吃的“tart". Blueberry flavour, you dun like, ilke!!!!! Thanks ya!!!

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同样的那一天，我和外婆齐心合力做的。。。kuih.

can see but cannot eat these both cake... cemburu leh... wan hit me?? nie ni nie ni pupu... 打不到我。

右边的kuih, 我打算将它取名为“爱心千层"。很好听叻。。。。。

那天拜一。。。（ 看了这盏灯的天使，别怕；我不是要说鬼故事。）

这盏灯，看起来浪漫吗？

告诉你，这是一盏我和一位靓仔天使约会用的烛光。。。。

骗你的啦！我并没有男朋友。

其实，这是一盏停电时，拿出来顶替黑暗霸占四周用的灯。

记得那天，我补钢琴班，不到一半时，停电了，（我不怕！）这盏灯就这样登场在我眼前咯！

也很好笑，因为热的关系，天使老师便拿了几把扇子出来给我用。有green apple, jellyfish, pig-pig 的图案。很可爱，很小个，扇不出我要的凉度；只好say no. 她的儿子也蛮顽皮，（不是蛮顽皮，是简直） 拿手电筒扮鬼脸下我们，（吓不到我，因为不够 high tech...), and then 和一位小天使玩，学西游记里的铁扇公主。。。斗狂扇。炸到，扇到扇子烂掉！

（刚刚那些，只是在浪费你的时间而已。重点是这个段落你非读不可。有关福音的。）

望着那盏灯，我想了一句名句：“ 石在，火种是不会灭的".

但，我所谓的石在，并不是 fire, but is G...O...S...P...E...L...!

在圣经启示录理有说到属灵方面的四匹马。

这四匹马象征了现在的世界。

首先是红马，它象征了战争普及。比如现在的以色列国 VS 伊拉克国。他们的战争，不是为了个人的利益，而是为了完成圣经里神的经纶。

二来是黑马，它象征了饥荒增剧。非洲里的饥荒，是神的curst的。所以为什么黑人会没食物。在创世纪里的诺亚故事里有清楚说到。以上两国的战争，也是会造成由饥荒的其中一个原因。

有黑马，也就是说会有灰马。这灰马，象征了死亡。

听了我以上所说的三匹马后，你是否觉得我们人活在这世上，是没有盼望了，对吧？But i wanna tell u that.......... you r wrong!!!!!! we... human still got hope... GOD create us from the beginning and never give up from saving us from Satan's hand. GOD save us by using the presence of GOSPEL. The purpose for GOD to save us is to enjoy, eat, drink, express, n to live Him. That's why GOD create us!! OH! wat a joy!!! GOD want us to be with Him, and same as He is in nature and in living.... praise the Lord!! Hallelujah!!!

那就是白马，象征福音广传。阿门！！

今天未知...

歪歪的“咒语”

这是我和欢欢天使昨天补习打仗，打出来的伤口。美叻。。。。

唉！谁叫他生病，而且好像病得很严重，今天没来学校。不然。。。。哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！一定被我打得比这个严重。欢欢天使啊！生病就生病咯，不要再死撑啦！我知道老师说，男儿当志强；但看你这个猫样，一点都不强，而是很娘。所以，去看医生然后吃药！

现在...."咒语登场“

神隐天使的背叛，

使我眼泪到处弹；

眼前灯光渐渐暗，

缤纷彩虹随风散。

神隐天使：你无所不谈的口水，使我不想拥有的泪水！！！

五颜六色鹅卵石，

代表着白手天使；

树凯出现那一日，

等待你我一起拾。

白手天使：对不起！！！昨天霸了你一整天的鹅卵石，希望你不要生气。我也要感谢你，感谢你耐心的等待我手中的那第100粒鹅卵石的归还，没把其余的99粒鹅卵石把我给丢死！哈哈！

玻璃天使展翅飞，

飞越天涯何陶醉；

淡雅宜人如芭蕾，

哪怕歌声悲如泪。

玻璃天使：没事了！别哭了。

爱情遇见了天堂，

躲不过七心海棠；

夏季天使从天降，

拥抱孤单的肩膀。

夏季天使：谢谢你在这四年里的鼓励，陪伴，使我不致走迷途。我爱你！

死亡天使没有爱，

也没有一点关怀；

非善非恶塔罗牌，

命运始终不明白。

死亡天使：好想和你和好，传福音给你。

思念香蕉天使

今天一早，蚊子天使来找我闲聊。说她很想念香蕉天使。哎！三年不见那家伙了，有谁会不想念那傻乎乎的香蕉脸呢！好啦！你这香蕉天使，有翼有毛，会飞啦！飞到去怡保将远，蚊子天使快想死你了。也不知，你现在过得如何？要是能够与你相见，我要抓着你不放，向你传福音。传到你没有力飞回怡保为止。哈哈！

可怜的欢欢天使，因为昨天打针针，今天无段段发烧。上课一半回家了。愿主保守你啊！还说是什么鬼预防针，打了之后，差不多一半以上可爱活泼的天使，都变成了脸丑丑的恶魔。可怜！

我今天怎么了，看见神隐天使那黑蓝色的翅膀，我竟然没有喜乐在心头。也许是引擎天使那短短几天的消失，我学会独立，不再依赖了。谢谢你，我学会长大了！

天使

好开心，能够遇见天使。