GTH

There is no right or wrong
When you love or hate them more
It depends on the heart's deep core
Which tears can be composed into a song
Heart-breaking and long.

4 Moon

Dear Blog,
did you miss me?

Finally, I am graduated from secondary school.
Time really flies.
Ha... How I miss thee...

GMET

Song of the Sparrow...
Elaine of Astolat...
The Lady of Shalott...

Q

I never thought that i will cry helping people.

No more

No more!
We no longer friends.
From now on, I will treat you only as nothing.

Friendship is privacy!
This kind of simple principle, don't you know that?
Uh! whatever, you are a slow sensor.

Ok.
Seems like you dunno the principle,
and made everybody thinks that you are the right one?
Fine! I will let you know WHAT IS RIGHT!

Waiting

I was the make up artist for the St. John One Day Camp 2011.
haha! at least I contributed my talent for this year.
Remembering last year,
the camp was so tiring for me to handle,
but,
at least we did it successfully. ( TQ Kor Kor! )
Compare to this year?
XD... the only weakness is,
poor in time management. ( same same a bit )

The only Game I enjoyed the most is,
The stone-soap throwing.
It seemed easy,
but if I compare it with the same thing we played in the 2011 librarian camp, ( which we played it with water balloon ), I preferred stone soap.
Maybe was the friends as our opponents were funny,
which they had filled the air with laughter.
( me and kor cooperate very well, keep going! )
haha! shout like hell as a messenger for a shouting game.

Last,
what should flock together had flocked.
I was happy inner-ly.

Quit

Tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow,
creep paty pace....

My 'tomorrow' does not come in a creeping way,
it flies! (freeeeeeeeeee!!)

Heartache II

I wanna cry out loud. ( WuuUUuWAAAAAAaaaaAAA!)
Whenever I have a sad moment,
Whenever I am listening " Kiss the Rain ",
Whenever I think of people whoever smiled at me before,
( Gosh. crying now! tears, don't drop please...)
I wanna cry...
T.T

Compare me to her,
undeniable that she is much better than me.
So what?
Do I have to change just for something temporary?
No. I have my own uniqueness. =)
Where is my Prince?
No.
I don't dream about Princes.
I always dream about Warrior.
A person which I can rely on and have the feel of protection whenever he exist.
YES! That's is!
All I need is a Warrior.


I will be waiting for the real Warrior presence in the battle field,
which I am now captured,
and he will set me freeeeeeeee..... ( angry bird )

Bermuda Triangle

What a LMFAO day today.
MY class planned to go for vacation after SPM.
All of us popped out with crazy places. ( noobers )
At last, they came to a decision.
They decided to go to Penang ( Jamboree!! ) & Ipoh ( Oh No!).
Great! I can't go.
4 months training waiting for me.

Actually,
I am not happy today.

1st,
I was added to a group in FB, which I thought was a home for me.
Well, I was wrong.
That stupid "instant noodle" seems like X like me.
Fine...
If you thought that I am not cool, say it LOUD lah!
Why use sword-like word to hurt people indirectly?!
Tell me why you dislike me?
Because I am smarter than you? ( GREAT!)
Because I am more talented than you? ( COOL! )
Really stupid comments!

2nd,
I am out of his list.
Angel of Mount's target is Angel of Wonderland.
( sei sam la SK! ) T.T

Why life is so miserable?

Heartache

sometimes, thing really happened that out of your expectation.
"All is Well"
that's what Wangdu taught me.

That Mount. Everest...
First, we were close.
Since I revealed the secret,
he is now far away from me.
Worse than I thought,
He went to another Magnetic Field.
Why?
I don't know,
and I scared to know.

Love?
my definition of love:
" It is a thing that can't detect by sensory organ, except using soul"

I love you! I love you! I love you!
Of course you can't hear me at the peak,
because I am in the valley.

Round About

yea, i think maybe i should quit now.
Keep on spinning will not give me any answer.
Sometimes, silence is good, in order to reveal secret.

Prince

Since my blog not so popular,
then I can write straight forwardly whatever I like.

Look! My Black Widow!
Yea. 'She' is beautiful.
Most of the fishes will feel envy.

If you are trying to be grateful for your princes,
Then I have plenty of my angels to be thanked.

1st,
Thank you Angel of White.
Thank you for helping me the numbers business.
Tidak dapat dinafikan bahawa, you are a genius.
But, better watch out for your EQ.
I love you.

2nd,
Thank you Angel of Horizon.
Thank you for non-stop bringing laughter.
It always makes me happy.
( although sometimes I dunno what on earth are you laughing at, but your laughter will always makes people laugh )
I love you.

3rd,
Thank you Angel of Summer.
Thank you for advices.
( although I always take you as a "gas-tube". But, we are forever best gossiping partner )
You need to be strong nowadays.
Beware of liars.
I love you.

3 versus 2.
I win.
=P

Milky way

Extremely happy nowadays. =)
RM 15 for my A art. -.- ( not bad la )
Press on next time.

E.X.A.M
-o- ( pls dun come forever )

Yuan Lai,
you are better than me.
Yuan Lai,
He loves me. ( Father )
No one understand me except Him.
love Thee.

Just keep on telling myself,
DON'T ever try to purposely fall to the depth of despair again.
Trust yourself.

SHOWDOWN 2011.
Elecoldxhot!!!

2:1

okay young lady,
try your best to be positive.
nothing comes easy.
Right? ( yea...)

First,
I am a kidddo. ( 1+1=2 )
Second,
I am a weirdo. ( 1+1=11 )
... ( can't you just shut your shitful mouth? )
... ( ZIPPP!!! )
... ( thank you lugnut. )

Hmm...
Why human are so complicated,
and they can make their lives so simple?
( A.B.C.D.E.F.G... )
I think,
they are forced to be simple.

New Star

How?
Teach me what to do.

Why?
Lead me out of here.

What?
I don't know what is that.

????
I don't know anything of these.

Are you caring for all these?
Or,
are you just pretend to know nothing.
I don't want to fall into the rabbit's burrow again.
Don't want to re-wondering again.
Don't want to re-escape again.

I just can't have you,
because you are not the star I longed for.

Brown Nose

wats the feeling of being betrayed?
SPICY. ( 1st you get burnt, 2nd you get your tears )

NIE 2011 grouping. ( wrote it on the sand )
SUCKS! beg him like a dog! DOG-SHIT!
i tell myself,
" next time dun be a brown nose anymore! it will cause you to lose your dignity! "
Yea! BT agreed.

the betrayal is a noob~
the betrayal is a noob~
NOOber NOOber, All are Noobs.
( dun dare to start the word with "F" )
Be good. Be GOD. =P

really had a Hardship.
'trust no one' tats all.
from now on,
dun put too much hope on someone,
because,
once you got the betrayal from your friend,
you are the one who will fall to the deepest.

BE POSITIVE.
No pain, no gain! ( yea, the bird is right )
Life sucks and then you'll die ( yea, me too )
Pain,
hurt when betrayed by brown noses.
Gain,
gotcha! you nasty slimy cobra with a 3 forked tongue. =P

Respect?!
I won't respect to ViRuS!
But,
I will keep my "NICE FAKE SWEET SMILE" for you.
simply dedicated to You! =) ( wow! how fake! )

waste my time begging DOGS.
lost my 0.001% of dignity for DOGS.
Lost my calories for DOGS. ( is not worth it for my fats to burn for ye! )
All DOGS clot together. ( ya! i saw it many many times and this tme is the special one )
Monitor? ( I respect keyboard! )
GO keyboard GO!

The Power of Soul

Everybody wants a fame
A portrait of us to be framed
Chasing our dreams like a game
To pursue the first place
It will never be the same
When it all started again

Laughter is forbidden
When someone is having a sad moment
Wisdom is needed
In order to gain freedom
Be obedient
Like the warriors of the ancient

When a mighty lion opens its jaw
You will next hear its roar
Fleshes will be torn by its paw
Cried from the prey’s heart deep core
What would it be if there is an eternal war?
Shout of victory will be heard no more

What’s the difference between love and hate
When the fate is made
Run your life as a race
Once you reach the end
It is either awesome like a girl name Kate
Or awful like a boy name Jake

Slimy cobra with a three forked tongue
Listen to rumors same as listen to dogs bark
Nothing you will see instead of dark
Trust in the truth like entering the Ark
Forever as happy as a lark


Dedicated to: Elf-n-Goblin

Where is he?

Where is he?
I have been finding him, waiting him, for a week!
But,
I have no idea where has he gone?
I wanna know.


...
I just wanna know. =(

Compass

Look to the North,
I saw Angel of Miss.

Look to the South,
I saw Angel of Sagittarius.

Look to the East,
I saw Angel of Happiness.

Look to the West,
I saw Angel of White.

I am not sure,
whether which one is the best.
The worst,
there is no any compass for me to refer and go through this forest.
The only thing I can follow is the beacon.

Dedicated

Me? Nah... Haven't
Is hard to dedicate to some thing,
unless you are really in love with it.

I was doing something i was forced to do,
but i won't regret. ( there are no revenges for that )
And... see! I just did it!
Blek! simply done it.
haiz... ( why life can't be just as simple as XYZ )

Elf-n-Goblin,
part of my life.
He, is the apple of my eye. ( at least not pineapple )

5A,
part of my life.
Birds, are my favorite animals. ( ~chirping )

Chess,
had just became part of my life.
CheckQueen, and I will be dead. ( so don't check my queen )

Blog,
part of my life.
Yay! type type type! ( listen to my keyboard mumbling )

=)

Black and White

White:
1st Attack.
2nd Defence.
Hey white, don,t ever think you are so pure and innocent.
There is no such thing we call innocent in the war battle.
We can see you easily, so don't act stupidly.

Black:
1st Defence.
2nd Attack.
Yoh! Cool black, don't ever think that your colour will scare off anyone else.
You acted like a shadow, but, one thing for sure, you can RUN, but you can't HIDE.

Pawn (Go pawnie go!), Rook (Straight forward), Knight (L is their only lisence), Bishop (slimy cobra with a 3 forked tongue) , Queen (How could I live without you~), King (useless King)!

Yay! Goodbye!

Man

Number 1
He is just a crazy bonker!

Number 2
He is cool.
But we have not contacted since the quarrel.

Number 3
He is tall and dark, like a giant tree.
His voice like thunder.
And... like a shark!
yikes!

Number 4
He is tall too, but very fair, like a cloud above my head.
So caring.
I can feel the gentle of his.

=) is getting better every time.

A-level

A-level seems so strange for me.
What i know in all these days, and aim for, is STPM.
I never ever think about taking A-level, until today.
Hmmm...
maybe it's the better decision for taking A-level.
save time. =)

what you paid, and what you will gain.
Life taught me this.

S

i just posted a new post~
i just posted a new post~
La la~ La la~
all fall down~ ( yay! Lie on the pile of golden fallen leaves )

-.-!! ( acted like a child )

=) ( i lovin it! )

Boys should not has tears

I don't want to recall what happened yesterday.
It was a total shame. ( not me )
It was on him!
A boy, who was so DAMN soft!

Sometimes, i thought to myself.
What will happened if i am a boy? ( cool )
1. I will be a playboy. ( pretty babes )
2. Addicted with online games. ( yeah haha )
3. I will be drowned with girls. ( i will be too handsome)

pretty sucks huh? ( ya, a lot )

haiz... admiring a person.

Tall like a tree.
As fair as a marsh-mellow.
Gentle like a harmless white feather.
Tough like a giant rock.
A which always brings laughter to people.
Obedient like a warrior's battle horse.
Hard-working.
smart.
caring.

Like Like Like!

=)

I gave up the persuasion of JADE.
I began my journey to the persuasion of SAPPHIRE.

The Past Tenses

I have just looked through the previous things that i have posted long long ago...
Hmm...
Dee Dum Dum... Doo Doo Dum Dum...
thinking.... loading.... and... still... thinking...
UGH!
can't life just be that simple?! >o<
say CHEESE~ =D
good... i gained back my happy mood.
without somebody, we still can live right? right?

I was once merry! (yay!)
and i was once down... (no!)
stupid end call:
Lord you love me so immensely~
I would love you more intensely~
la..la...la..la...

Live in my own world,
easy to be satisfied... =)

-hey little kiddo, be matured!
-warao! don't lo... wer eh...
-poke poke poke! FB!
-ya la! you very stupid!

=P

Tears of The violin

stole my title!
beh shong you!
haiz...

what I only hope this time is,
my poem is the ordinary one.
won't be chosen anymore,
so that i will not frust and disapointed.

Translate:

THE NATION OF SUN

Look at the land of mine,
from nothing, it was transformed into golden paddy field.
And from a golden paddy field, it was transformed into a metropolis.
Day time, we fight with faith infinity.
On the stage, we fight for the main actor in our play.
At night, we stop the fight.
On the dance floor, we have dance with Happiness.
We develop diligently,
and live colourfully,
because
we are the nation of sun!

Look at the land of mine,
Badly earth-quaked,
Flooded in darkness,
Exploded into ashes,
back to square, haunted, vanity...
It seems like we have nothing.
But, we won't give up!
We will continue to run for our goal move forward,
because
we are the nation of sun!

Shiver

Finally,
i found this blog accidentally.
really all of a sudden.
i can't believe that i have found you my dear blog. =)

there were many things happened.
about me, and the 2nd coming of Christ.
Shiver huh?

i saw loves,
but i didn't admit that i found them. =P

time flies imba fast.

Moonrise...
will i see it again.
or won't forever.
As the book said:
" fixed forever in birth,
where the earth meets the sky."
Nice words. =)

forever =)
forever XD
...... that doesn't has an end.

ISH

finally....
i found you jor!!!!!!! ish ish ish