I m day dreaming now

"I wan to be a well-known inventor."
"Ur brain is very blank..."
I know my science n maths r not good. (simple 123 sure i know)




"I wan to be a singer like Christine."
"I rather listen to my mum's mummering..."
I know my voice will out of tune. (but i m sure i dont have bad breathe)




"I wan to be a famous pianist, like the mother in the movie "UNLEASHED"."
Ur specticles r thick enough..."
I know i always hit the wrong key. ( but my retina still in good condition)




"I wan to be a forensic."
"wat? then i will be a vampire..."
I know i scare of blood. (but i wil throw onion on u)




"Beat it... Beat it..."
"... u r not MJ, stop moonwalking, ur shoes will spoil..."
"u r not alone.... i m here wit you..."
"i m not alone, thank u..."
I know i cant be a queen of pop. (cant be a MJ, then i wil be DJ)



"yo! yo! wat's up! yo! check it out!"
"u better maintain ur DJ fingers pointing style n be a spiderman..."
I know i cant do break dance. ( but some other day i wil break u)




"........."
"?... u wan to be pengiun?! HOLY GRACE!!!"
I know i can't dance gracefully. ( my dances r not holy ok! n Grace Cahill is not here )




"I wan to be a pilot."
"you got buy insurance ah?"
I know i dunno how to fly. ( but i know how to fly u away)





"I wan to be students' nightmare--- A LECTURER"
"I cant see u eh....... yiu hoo... where r you......"
I know i m short. ( but i can see u)




"I wan to be a lovely gardener."
"than i will bring back a lot of Mandrakes from Hogwarts..."
I know each time i grow a plant will surely fail. ( but i will be a samurai to kill all those Mandrakes, i wont grow them with love)



"then......... wat i gonna to be in the future?"
"DO UR PART NOW 1ST!!!"

I wake...

A letter 4 an angel --- Angel of Shadow ( i hope u noe who u r )

to A.O.S:

We know each other for half year alredy. Each moment i done something wrong to you, please forgive me. I m still a small kid ( ya lah, not kidding), and very "small gas"( translate it into chinese), and sensitive to relationship ( i m not a LB).





You had gave me many wonderful time, thank you. But, may be you had never ever knew, you had also gave me many sad memory. Ofcourse, memory is the source of tears dropping. I smile n laugh at u every second after the sunrise, you knew it. But I cry n yell like hell in my heart on the bed every day after the sunset, you dunno. Who am I actually, each time I look at the mirror..





Someday you will leave this city, I know. And I hope you will bring along our friendship wherever you go, remember me.You are also the most special angel I ever met in my whole life.Not because you are XXXXXX, but your inner character. It really touch n light up my life n heart. I think i had changed a lot, since i met you.




What i wanna say is...... MADE THE SMARTEST DECISION 1st B4 U DO ANYTHING..
( dun cry at me if u made the wrong decision cauze you never think twice. I will never pitty u!!)

love for one angel

"wat is it?"
"a....... love letter perhaps..."
"........."
"why r u looking at me like that?"
"u wrote it won't you?"
"nope........"
"then... throw it!!"
my eyes are turning red...




"why don't you just read it?"
"why should i?"
my heart is breaking... cracking..




"someone loves you..."
"so...who is that idiot?"
my hair turn white....




"you don't care the person, who wrote you this....letter?"
"i care for my exist, more than i care anyone else!"
my heart stop pounding...
i close my eyes...



the silent of the dark tells me that,
HIS HEART HAD CHANGE...

Think of Me

Think of me,

think of me fondly

when we've said goodbye.

Remember me

once in a while,

please promise me you'll try.

When you find

that once again you long

to take your heart back and be free,

if you ever find a moment,

spare a thougt for me.

We never said

our love was ever green

or as unchanging as the sea,

but if you can still remember,

stop and think of me.

Think of

all the things we've shared and seen,

don't think about

the things which might have been.

Think of me,

think of me waking

silent and resigned.

Imagine me,

trying too hard

to put you from my mind.

Recall those days,

look back onall those times,

think of the things we'll never do.

There will never be

a day when I won't think of you.

Can it be,

can it be Christine?

What a change, you're really not a bit

the gawkish girl that once you were.

She may not remember me but

I remember her.

We never said

our love was ever green,

or as changing as the sea

but please promise me

that sometimes you will think of

ah----------------

of me!

Dedicated to: angel of summer >.<

Exam Month...in fear but ENJOY!!! ( I m not "siao")

ya! stop reminding me about PMR is just around the corner...
if the PMR is just around the corner, why dont we just take a "U" turn to 扫corner and escape, stand there like an idiot 4 wat?

haha!!! ya......... u r rite, i m now betul-betul "siao" dy...

Exam month.... hm........ let me see......

no more day-dreaming, no more laughter, no more chatting nonsense, no more question mark... n so on.......

wat a boring August...

the first exam i exposed in this month was........ piano exam..

"young chang" korea piano brand again... pitty me, but wat 2 do... cant change the reality. hope that one day JS music wil brankrupcy only lo.... "yamaha" piano!!! I MISS YOU!!!
ok... fine...
i m glad that i can drive smoothly on the road of piano exam.. NO NERVOUS!
thanks ya, angel of forest!
the moment u told the characteristic of the examiner... the moment i stepped into the exam room (with wearing mask) ... WAS A BIG COMFORT 4 me... hah!
n... i wanna wish thanks, to angel of summer. thanks 4 ur caring... u r my best pal... (not like other schmuck angelssssss.....)

N today is my first PMR percubaan exam....
nothing to fear.... ( bcauz the exam paper is not holding a parang like wanto kill u) "bo zhun"!!!
n wanna say thanks again 2 angel of summer. Thanks 4 the tips....

during the exam, i thought back a lot of bad memories that gave by 4 angels 2 months ago.
they thought they had gave me a 难忘的回忆.

ya is unforgetable... but...

is NOT THAT KIND OF HAPPY MEMORY...

YA !!! 4 u all is a happy memory!!!
But 4 ME..... IS NOT HAPPY!!! is like kind of ..... u know....... A SAD n BAD MEMORY!!!
From that moment u all dump me that day, saya telah MENGUBAHKAN pandangan saya terhadap lu semua orang!!!!!!!! ( eventhought u all r recovery angels ) I will.... n I M SERIOUS!!!

u all really hurt me, angels........!!!!!!!!

O LORD JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 4give me what i m talking about......................................................................................................................................................... n i wanna start dropping tears now......

Angels, any tissue?

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那天星期六，神隐天使请我吃的“tart". Blueberry flavour, you dun like, ilke!!!!! Thanks ya!!!

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同样的那一天，我和外婆齐心合力做的。。。kuih.

can see but cannot eat these both cake... cemburu leh... wan hit me?? nie ni nie ni pupu... 打不到我。

右边的kuih, 我打算将它取名为“爱心千层"。很好听叻。。。。。

那天拜一。。。（ 看了这盏灯的天使，别怕；我不是要说鬼故事。）

这盏灯，看起来浪漫吗？

告诉你，这是一盏我和一位靓仔天使约会用的烛光。。。。

骗你的啦！我并没有男朋友。

其实，这是一盏停电时，拿出来顶替黑暗霸占四周用的灯。

记得那天，我补钢琴班，不到一半时，停电了，（我不怕！）这盏灯就这样登场在我眼前咯！

也很好笑，因为热的关系，天使老师便拿了几把扇子出来给我用。有green apple, jellyfish, pig-pig 的图案。很可爱，很小个，扇不出我要的凉度；只好say no. 她的儿子也蛮顽皮，（不是蛮顽皮，是简直） 拿手电筒扮鬼脸下我们，（吓不到我，因为不够 high tech...), and then 和一位小天使玩，学西游记里的铁扇公主。。。斗狂扇。炸到，扇到扇子烂掉！

（刚刚那些，只是在浪费你的时间而已。重点是这个段落你非读不可。有关福音的。）

望着那盏灯，我想了一句名句：“ 石在，火种是不会灭的".

但，我所谓的石在，并不是 fire, but is G...O...S...P...E...L...!

在圣经启示录理有说到属灵方面的四匹马。

这四匹马象征了现在的世界。

首先是红马，它象征了战争普及。比如现在的以色列国 VS 伊拉克国。他们的战争，不是为了个人的利益，而是为了完成圣经里神的经纶。

二来是黑马，它象征了饥荒增剧。非洲里的饥荒，是神的curst的。所以为什么黑人会没食物。在创世纪里的诺亚故事里有清楚说到。以上两国的战争，也是会造成由饥荒的其中一个原因。

有黑马，也就是说会有灰马。这灰马，象征了死亡。

听了我以上所说的三匹马后，你是否觉得我们人活在这世上，是没有盼望了，对吧？But i wanna tell u that.......... you r wrong!!!!!! we... human still got hope... GOD create us from the beginning and never give up from saving us from Satan's hand. GOD save us by using the presence of GOSPEL. The purpose for GOD to save us is to enjoy, eat, drink, express, n to live Him. That's why GOD create us!! OH! wat a joy!!! GOD want us to be with Him, and same as He is in nature and in living.... praise the Lord!! Hallelujah!!!

那就是白马，象征福音广传。阿门！！

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