hey! long time no see, i thought u mati....

LONG time no see,
Thought I mati?



wah......................... wat mean...



wat i did n done during the holiday???


think..........
think.............



ah!


i know!


i did some stupid things.....



one of them was...... VIEW BACK THE PAST!!!



how?



ask me a ?



ya lah faster la!! tell la!!



ok loh!




the cara i went back 2 the past was.....



by.....



PHOTOS!!!!!!!!!!!




ya la ...



i know im idiot enough.........



but ,


it is cool to know who was my great grandmother....




ya rite!!!! she is cool.......



cooler than i thought....


wat i knew from my grandma was.....




she was from china....
and had went through a lot ( uncountable ) bitter evidents.......
lost a son, because of her brother who was kaki judi.....
no matter how hard she earned money to redeem her "sold" son....
it cant help anything... no more shadow of her son
the worst was.... she didnt even know her son had been sold away....
pretty poor....
may it was a good thing for her son to leave her and live a better life with the rich parents who had bought him........



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m i crazy?


spend the whole week of holiday on photos only?



bleh!!! where got.... so boring meh?


m i tat kind of boring person?

no lah!!!



wan know more..... go ask my fren...QUEK



i attend many many many party.....


gonna be craaaaaaazieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....



ya i m crazy enough now.....


hey!!! i think i want to change my christian in secretly...


maybe.....


like the movie of " lemony snickets a series of unfortune events", the "pretty" girl as JUNE n JANE said. her name was beautiful, VIOLET BAUDELAIRE.

they said the girl pretty, n her brother KLAUS BAUDELAIRE was ugly.. but the small little baby sis SUNNY BAUDELAIRE was cute.....


where gt o......

yala! i agree their little sis was cute... but the girl was ugly n the boy was handsome... very very.. i love him .......... ( ssshhhhhhhh dont let TBY know...)




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ok....

for serius.....


i wanna ask



wat is the mean "JOY" ? ( my mum ask me first )


actually many one of us dunno that, the word mean like that:


Jesus
Others
You

you should not love urself too much,

cause u will not gain happiness

if u place urself 1st in everything,

u shall gain no happiness n "kepuasan sendiri"...

human is like that... wont "puas" with anything ...

bagi 1 inch, mau satu pembaris... human always like that wan...

to avoid, place JESUS N OTHERS 1st...

ppl happy, u will also surely happy n "puas" kerana got GOD 1st...

dun love urself too much..

cause we hav Satan's poison in every each of us.... BERBISA...
wont satisfied wat we had....

Satan: an"ketua" angel.
has pretty sweet voice...

but she/he dont satisfied ( i dunno he or she bcause angel has no sex )
he/she wan same status as God.
he/she betrayed God...
he/she is the 1st liar...


whoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo how scary isnt he/she....


so........
let us not be Satan's children...
but be God's children...


Aaron
Melissa
Elaine
Nick


Henry
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THaTS MY FAMILY!!!!!!!!


FINALE..........

T.T

I m day dreaming now

"I wan to be a well-known inventor."
"Ur brain is very blank..."
I know my science n maths r not good. (simple 123 sure i know)




"I wan to be a singer like Christine."
"I rather listen to my mum's mummering..."
I know my voice will out of tune. (but i m sure i dont have bad breathe)




"I wan to be a famous pianist, like the mother in the movie "UNLEASHED"."
Ur specticles r thick enough..."
I know i always hit the wrong key. ( but my retina still in good condition)




"I wan to be a forensic."
"wat? then i will be a vampire..."
I know i scare of blood. (but i wil throw onion on u)




"Beat it... Beat it..."
"... u r not MJ, stop moonwalking, ur shoes will spoil..."
"u r not alone.... i m here wit you..."
"i m not alone, thank u..."
I know i cant be a queen of pop. (cant be a MJ, then i wil be DJ)



"yo! yo! wat's up! yo! check it out!"
"u better maintain ur DJ fingers pointing style n be a spiderman..."
I know i cant do break dance. ( but some other day i wil break u)




"........."
"?... u wan to be pengiun?! HOLY GRACE!!!"
I know i can't dance gracefully. ( my dances r not holy ok! n Grace Cahill is not here )




"I wan to be a pilot."
"you got buy insurance ah?"
I know i dunno how to fly. ( but i know how to fly u away)





"I wan to be students' nightmare--- A LECTURER"
"I cant see u eh....... yiu hoo... where r you......"
I know i m short. ( but i can see u)




"I wan to be a lovely gardener."
"than i will bring back a lot of Mandrakes from Hogwarts..."
I know each time i grow a plant will surely fail. ( but i will be a samurai to kill all those Mandrakes, i wont grow them with love)



"then......... wat i gonna to be in the future?"
"DO UR PART NOW 1ST!!!"

I wake...

A letter 4 an angel --- Angel of Shadow ( i hope u noe who u r )

to A.O.S:

We know each other for half year alredy. Each moment i done something wrong to you, please forgive me. I m still a small kid ( ya lah, not kidding), and very "small gas"( translate it into chinese), and sensitive to relationship ( i m not a LB).





You had gave me many wonderful time, thank you. But, may be you had never ever knew, you had also gave me many sad memory. Ofcourse, memory is the source of tears dropping. I smile n laugh at u every second after the sunrise, you knew it. But I cry n yell like hell in my heart on the bed every day after the sunset, you dunno. Who am I actually, each time I look at the mirror..





Someday you will leave this city, I know. And I hope you will bring along our friendship wherever you go, remember me.You are also the most special angel I ever met in my whole life.Not because you are XXXXXX, but your inner character. It really touch n light up my life n heart. I think i had changed a lot, since i met you.




What i wanna say is...... MADE THE SMARTEST DECISION 1st B4 U DO ANYTHING..
( dun cry at me if u made the wrong decision cauze you never think twice. I will never pitty u!!)

love for one angel

"wat is it?"
"a....... love letter perhaps..."
"........."
"why r u looking at me like that?"
"u wrote it won't you?"
"nope........"
"then... throw it!!"
my eyes are turning red...




"why don't you just read it?"
"why should i?"
my heart is breaking... cracking..




"someone loves you..."
"so...who is that idiot?"
my hair turn white....




"you don't care the person, who wrote you this....letter?"
"i care for my exist, more than i care anyone else!"
my heart stop pounding...
i close my eyes...



the silent of the dark tells me that,
HIS HEART HAD CHANGE...

Think of Me

Think of me,

think of me fondly

when we've said goodbye.

Remember me

once in a while,

please promise me you'll try.

When you find

that once again you long

to take your heart back and be free,

if you ever find a moment,

spare a thougt for me.

We never said

our love was ever green

or as unchanging as the sea,

but if you can still remember,

stop and think of me.

Think of

all the things we've shared and seen,

don't think about

the things which might have been.

Think of me,

think of me waking

silent and resigned.

Imagine me,

trying too hard

to put you from my mind.

Recall those days,

look back onall those times,

think of the things we'll never do.

There will never be

a day when I won't think of you.

Can it be,

can it be Christine?

What a change, you're really not a bit

the gawkish girl that once you were.

She may not remember me but

I remember her.

We never said

our love was ever green,

or as changing as the sea

but please promise me

that sometimes you will think of

ah----------------

of me!

Dedicated to: angel of summer >.<

Exam Month...in fear but ENJOY!!! ( I m not "siao")

ya! stop reminding me about PMR is just around the corner...
if the PMR is just around the corner, why dont we just take a "U" turn to 扫corner and escape, stand there like an idiot 4 wat?

haha!!! ya......... u r rite, i m now betul-betul "siao" dy...

Exam month.... hm........ let me see......

no more day-dreaming, no more laughter, no more chatting nonsense, no more question mark... n so on.......

wat a boring August...

the first exam i exposed in this month was........ piano exam..

"young chang" korea piano brand again... pitty me, but wat 2 do... cant change the reality. hope that one day JS music wil brankrupcy only lo.... "yamaha" piano!!! I MISS YOU!!!
ok... fine...
i m glad that i can drive smoothly on the road of piano exam.. NO NERVOUS!
thanks ya, angel of forest!
the moment u told the characteristic of the examiner... the moment i stepped into the exam room (with wearing mask) ... WAS A BIG COMFORT 4 me... hah!
n... i wanna wish thanks, to angel of summer. thanks 4 ur caring... u r my best pal... (not like other schmuck angelssssss.....)

N today is my first PMR percubaan exam....
nothing to fear.... ( bcauz the exam paper is not holding a parang like wanto kill u) "bo zhun"!!!
n wanna say thanks again 2 angel of summer. Thanks 4 the tips....

during the exam, i thought back a lot of bad memories that gave by 4 angels 2 months ago.
they thought they had gave me a 难忘的回忆.

ya is unforgetable... but...

is NOT THAT KIND OF HAPPY MEMORY...

YA !!! 4 u all is a happy memory!!!
But 4 ME..... IS NOT HAPPY!!! is like kind of ..... u know....... A SAD n BAD MEMORY!!!
From that moment u all dump me that day, saya telah MENGUBAHKAN pandangan saya terhadap lu semua orang!!!!!!!! ( eventhought u all r recovery angels ) I will.... n I M SERIOUS!!!

u all really hurt me, angels........!!!!!!!!

O LORD JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 4give me what i m talking about......................................................................................................................................................... n i wanna start dropping tears now......

Angels, any tissue?