my secret names

I would like to call myself......

VIOLET BAUDELAIRE......

JANESSA WEASLEY......

KLAUS WATSON......

NATALIE GRIFFINS....

EMMA CAHILL.....

SAPPHIRE MARINE....

GOSPEL RAVENCLAW.....




wow thats sound awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah!!!!!!!!!
do call me wat ever you angels like.................................................

letters.......................... letters.......................letters........

ya!~ i had just posted a letter to an angel in Kuantan Gambang yesterday....

quite happy cause , time past so long and she still can remember me!!!!!

although i have a cell phone, easy to contact with her by SMS-ing... but i much prefer to write letter to her.....

what is a letter mean to you all angels?

just a paper full of elphabert that takes time to read for?

just a job and duty for you to complete it? ( reply letters )


NO........... letters doesn't sound that for me.


contacting by using letters with each other makes me feel like, u never ever want to lost contact with angels... you will be more precious the letters and the hand writting on it.... it comfort me soo much.


ya lah.... i m idiot lah.... got phone to use, but dun wan use.....

so old fashion ... writting letters.........

is fine... say whatever you like...........


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the angel whom i wrote to, is the most understanding me angel...

i known her since i was training in the Penang church...

during those days, she had taught me many precious lesson... and i listened to her..

she had shown me the real angels ang fake angels ( demon among us )...
we had a very happy moment there during the training..
we cried together, laughed together, ate together.... even fight together... haha!!!!

i hope she will please to read my this web page of my blog. it is for her.....

you r only angel i haven't give name yet......

let me think..............


what should i name u as my guardian angel.....


HA!!!! TAG IT! GOT IT!

your name is going to be.........................




" angel of mist"!!!!

i know the "mist" word sounds weird 4 you, but it is very "berharga" 4 me..

remember the scenary outside the bus when we were taking our journey back, it was raining with mist.... pretty sad that day when we had "bertengkar" with an angel, and the scenary outside the bus had match our filling...... i can't forget it.............

ha ha ! dun remind me some one else urine in the bus, during the traffic jam on Penang bridge!
( haha! who told us to drink too much of tasty drink during lunch !!) ....... and we sang together to ferry away our sadness during the night journey back to KL church and put up a night there...

what a wonderful memory you had gave me three years ago... ya! that year, we were still at the age of twelve. not matured yet........

but now we are a teenage 15 already loh........ haiz... old liao!!!!!!

had been 3 years already.... dun no how u grow now?
hope you will reply my letters soon...... hehe!!!!!!!!

letters and our handwritting mix together had form a beautiful friendship... i appreciate that..
n remember what i told you in letter.... TRUST NO ONE!!!

and lastly.... this whole page , one big piece of my "friendship" is for you..... ( hope you like it, my new guardian angel.." angel of mist" )

ZZZZZZZ...............

2day, i went 4 guitar class as usual.....

my 2 guitar family members had already past away.... so, thank God...

some other family can still affort to bring me up, i m an orphan now... so do as my brother, also had been adopted by other family. i hope he will be happy there....

i m a useless leader of my guitar group........T.T

well.... Finally...

i already knew who is my family-hold now....


CHANG HEE?
CHANG YI?


what ever.... i cant spell it... but i knew who is that ...
( wat a skinny boy 0

ya! we play the song "SWAY" today.... with the pain of my head-ache....
finger painful... head painful..... earh.............


I wont give up....


i had left the railway of guitar last 2 years, n why i went back again on this railway?

wat 4?


because of an angel....


and wat the angel did, she had left me.... ALONE....

i became an ORPHAN.......

cry... sad..... lonely....


but i remembered what AMY and DAN told me.....
they also invited me to travel to foreign countries.... i never followed them... but thanks 4 their advice....


they told me in this world, only one rule to succeed things n dreams.... TRUST NO ONE....


AGREED!!!!!


althought i m the branch of EKAT, Alistair and Bae ( also an EKAT ) betrayed me b4....
they r not my people....

white lies.... video tapes.... false note.... LIAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Hence.........

I... TRUST NO ONE .... anymore......


trust too much , will lead you to death..... is true.

photoes that i wan 2 share

this is me, in the comic that drawn by an angel..... "yeng" leh!!

the witch is me......

n the warrior girl is my fren.... angel of summer....

he drawn a gunner 4 me............ whao...... i still keep it, and a warrior..........

the ten idol in the comic of "Hwa Lian Strike".. ( i m one part of the 10)

i m standing in the lowest part, beside devil, SVD costume, S.W.A.T.!!!!!!!

cool......... i love myself....... holding SNIPER...

i still rmb we S.W.A.T go holiday, n had surfing competition in the ocean...

( i play cheat.... i use bazuka to blast faster than others.... haha! i won!!!)

YOU-KNOW-WHO.....................

THE FAMOUS 3

ME ( the witch), angel of summer ( the warrior), angel of forest ( the assasin)

haha!

hey! long time no see, i thought u mati....

LONG time no see,
Thought I mati?



wah......................... wat mean...



wat i did n done during the holiday???


think..........
think.............



ah!


i know!


i did some stupid things.....



one of them was...... VIEW BACK THE PAST!!!



how?



ask me a ?



ya lah faster la!! tell la!!



ok loh!




the cara i went back 2 the past was.....



by.....



PHOTOS!!!!!!!!!!!




ya la ...



i know im idiot enough.........



but ,


it is cool to know who was my great grandmother....




ya rite!!!! she is cool.......



cooler than i thought....


wat i knew from my grandma was.....




she was from china....
and had went through a lot ( uncountable ) bitter evidents.......
lost a son, because of her brother who was kaki judi.....
no matter how hard she earned money to redeem her "sold" son....
it cant help anything... no more shadow of her son
the worst was.... she didnt even know her son had been sold away....
pretty poor....
may it was a good thing for her son to leave her and live a better life with the rich parents who had bought him........



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m i crazy?


spend the whole week of holiday on photos only?



bleh!!! where got.... so boring meh?


m i tat kind of boring person?

no lah!!!



wan know more..... go ask my fren...QUEK



i attend many many many party.....


gonna be craaaaaaazieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....



ya i m crazy enough now.....


hey!!! i think i want to change my christian in secretly...


maybe.....


like the movie of " lemony snickets a series of unfortune events", the "pretty" girl as JUNE n JANE said. her name was beautiful, VIOLET BAUDELAIRE.

they said the girl pretty, n her brother KLAUS BAUDELAIRE was ugly.. but the small little baby sis SUNNY BAUDELAIRE was cute.....


where gt o......

yala! i agree their little sis was cute... but the girl was ugly n the boy was handsome... very very.. i love him .......... ( ssshhhhhhhh dont let TBY know...)




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ok....

for serius.....


i wanna ask



wat is the mean "JOY" ? ( my mum ask me first )


actually many one of us dunno that, the word mean like that:


Jesus
Others
You

you should not love urself too much,

cause u will not gain happiness

if u place urself 1st in everything,

u shall gain no happiness n "kepuasan sendiri"...

human is like that... wont "puas" with anything ...

bagi 1 inch, mau satu pembaris... human always like that wan...

to avoid, place JESUS N OTHERS 1st...

ppl happy, u will also surely happy n "puas" kerana got GOD 1st...

dun love urself too much..

cause we hav Satan's poison in every each of us.... BERBISA...
wont satisfied wat we had....

Satan: an"ketua" angel.
has pretty sweet voice...

but she/he dont satisfied ( i dunno he or she bcause angel has no sex )
he/she wan same status as God.
he/she betrayed God...
he/she is the 1st liar...


whoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo how scary isnt he/she....


so........
let us not be Satan's children...
but be God's children...


Aaron
Melissa
Elaine
Nick


Henry
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THaTS MY FAMILY!!!!!!!!


FINALE..........

T.T

I m day dreaming now

"I wan to be a well-known inventor."
"Ur brain is very blank..."
I know my science n maths r not good. (simple 123 sure i know)




"I wan to be a singer like Christine."
"I rather listen to my mum's mummering..."
I know my voice will out of tune. (but i m sure i dont have bad breathe)




"I wan to be a famous pianist, like the mother in the movie "UNLEASHED"."
Ur specticles r thick enough..."
I know i always hit the wrong key. ( but my retina still in good condition)




"I wan to be a forensic."
"wat? then i will be a vampire..."
I know i scare of blood. (but i wil throw onion on u)




"Beat it... Beat it..."
"... u r not MJ, stop moonwalking, ur shoes will spoil..."
"u r not alone.... i m here wit you..."
"i m not alone, thank u..."
I know i cant be a queen of pop. (cant be a MJ, then i wil be DJ)



"yo! yo! wat's up! yo! check it out!"
"u better maintain ur DJ fingers pointing style n be a spiderman..."
I know i cant do break dance. ( but some other day i wil break u)




"........."
"?... u wan to be pengiun?! HOLY GRACE!!!"
I know i can't dance gracefully. ( my dances r not holy ok! n Grace Cahill is not here )




"I wan to be a pilot."
"you got buy insurance ah?"
I know i dunno how to fly. ( but i know how to fly u away)





"I wan to be students' nightmare--- A LECTURER"
"I cant see u eh....... yiu hoo... where r you......"
I know i m short. ( but i can see u)




"I wan to be a lovely gardener."
"than i will bring back a lot of Mandrakes from Hogwarts..."
I know each time i grow a plant will surely fail. ( but i will be a samurai to kill all those Mandrakes, i wont grow them with love)



"then......... wat i gonna to be in the future?"
"DO UR PART NOW 1ST!!!"

I wake...