ever think of me? or never!

i think of you eah second, but have you?
you dont.
you glared at me, each time i failed you......
am i just a tiny dust that you cant see?

it is fine....
fine
fine
fine!!!!

i have done many shameful and stupid things infront of you, but you dont care, thank god.
i wan to be your perfect girl-friend. but i cant. because of my creater--- GOD.
i already had targetted by a girl wont you.... ya i know! she wrote a love letter to you b4, but you burnt it..... quite funny...

whom i love actully?
the boy in 3A?
that was last two years love story.... did he knew?
he is quite book-worm looking...( i like that kind of "handsome")
and very talented...
every time he winked at me,
each moment he smiled indirectly at me,
the moment he picked up the bookmark on the floor and returned it to me....
but......
those past was just a tale..
a tale of two angels..

did he ever knew that i have been fallen in "love" with him very much?

......i don't wish to know..
......and i don't wanna to know........
keep it as a secret in my herat deep core.......