my Breaking Dawn

Before Dawn of the yesterday, at 2pm.
janji temu buat badminton between:
me,
angel of diabolo,
angel of black bean,
angel of dandelion,
angel of happiness,
angel of victory,
and many more.

from 2pm to 6pm. non-stop playing.
we smash, netting in the game. ( use up all my shuttle-cocks, shit lah )
with laughter.
we smash fiercely, and netting gently.
stupid angel of black bean,
smash so hard until we cant " save the ball", good thing we had angel of victory! yeah!
somemore leh, play netting play until we dizzy... and then... smash so hard... thought we are Lee Chong Wei meh... so PRO... can die want you know...
at last,
i walk back home. ( 4 miles long... my foot cracked... from Rimba to Bt.Bendera..uh )

angel of happiness still very loves me.
dont wanna let me go... is not a good news for me... is a bad news...
i cant bare to imagine how if i tell him the truth...
because of the 3pm rain that day, i tried hard to cut off the string of our relationship. but you dont allowed.
you are tourchering me you know.
each time i see your eyes... i have no more energy to cut that string off...
leave you alone in the center of stromy sea... i cant do it...i am not that mean..

O, Lord Jesus...God...Lead me