Light intensity

here we meet again.
the scar the person created for me won't heal and i won't forget.
Is not just that i dun wan to forget but hard to forget.
i know, i once followed the wrong shooting star,
which nearly caused me die.
i know that person once a human.
so warm and comfortable.
but know that person is a vampire,
so cold and wicked.
i don't wan to be a vampire ( although blood is tasty )
i love werewolf.

in my life,
there is vampire and a werewolf and i am in the middle between them.
the weak one is the vampire and the strong one is the werewolf.
prey is better than predator.
i am the producer.
i hate sunlight sometime.
But what to do,
to live,
i have to.

anti-wild birds

they smelled like shit.
what kind of birds are they?
lend me a bazooka, i will shoot their wings off.
totally no God at all.
so mean and so coward.
SHAME on them.
how could Christ had saved them and shed His blood for those... knuckles holding looking wild birds?
Which damn forest are they from?
don't bother us...
fly in your cage and not my sky.
i don't want sky to be spotted by lame shit birds.
pollute my beautiful sky...

Island Princess

sun goes down,
and we are here together.
fireflies,
close like a thousand charms.
stay with me,
and you can dream forever,
right here in my arms.

it's magic,
when you're here beside me.
close your eyes,
and let me hold you tight.
everything,
that i could ever need is,
right here with my arms,
tonight.

some place,
made a way.

stars began to climb.

melodies,
fill the breeze,
sweeter over time.

somewhere stand us.
we are here together.

is always here.
grow like a thousand charms.

stay with me,
and you can dream forever,
right here in my arms,
tonight.

Car Credit Cash $$$

i am sot sot today, so stop wasting your precious time for reading this nonsense page.

snow blew off the canyon walls in slashes of white.
Visibility was narrowing, and time was slipping away.

a little drop of water can make a might ocean.

the greater the risk the greater will be the opportunity because only very few would dare to attempt.

most of people make a common mistake...
by thinking of failure as the enemy of success...
you have got to put failure to work for you...
go ahead and make mistakes.
make all you can.
because, remember that's where you will find success - on the far side of failure.

summer is delicious,
rain is refreshing,
wind braces up,
snow is exhilarating;
there is no such thing as bad weather,
only different kinds of good weather.

The Pain

Me E,
have been traveled near and far...
and happy to be at home,
especially sitting here, enjoy blogging...
( humming melody ) ^^

from the east traveled to the west,
and from the south traveled to the north.
but,
what i know is...
there is still a very extremely long journey hidden in my life and waiting to pick it and start traveling...
will i pick it? ( afraid ? )

the answer is

yes!

The Gain

I believe that every one will have to lose something instead of gaining things everyday... Me too.

I lost my good friend.
We had been together for the last 2 years.
We laugh together, sob together and traveled the whole town.
I missed it very much.
But,
our heart for some one will easily fade as the time pass...
It was hard for me to forget you... Maybe I should let it go...
and... yes... i made it... i finally stepped out from our world, our tiny and knowing nothing world.
I have seen this world, it was so... measurable...
maybe our friendship ended not really happy but it had been one of my passage to know this wide world and live even more happier than ever...
Although i see you sometimes without blurting any word to you, but one thing for sure,
you had made my world once and forever wide.

thanks dude!
( although i hate you before )

The International Friendship Jamboree 2010

what a big deal... went there for eight days, met friends i havent met and gain max ko-ko marks. 20 man! GREAT.

yaya! Jamboree made me a Pahang Lover dy...
I LOVE PAHANG!
I met friends from Perak, Labuan, Kuantan, Thailand, Selangor, and so on.
I have seen your blog,
makes me know u more better.
ya, Great. I will stop sms-ing you, and concentrate with my spoiled friendship.
trying to repair it okay...

I love the Kayak-ing thing...
thanks buddy, you are my best partner...
we manage our canoe very good, well done.

i dun like her,
so i didnt talk to her too much except for music stuff.

hey,
i found a strong observant person like me,
good one dude!

I hate to dive into any relationship in the Jamboree,
so i didnt. Good one!

Jamboree made my soul to be stronger, and tough.
I dunno whether it is good or bad... Oh no... Doom me...

Jamboree made me laugh,
Jamboree made me smile,
Jamboree made me WILD!!!!

I wont forget the hiking thing,
it made my lungs harden... HaHA!
and freezing...

and what i gained after i came back?
... member of the Jamboree group in Facebook...
Cool...
and an unfinished report waiting for me to accomplish...
haiz...

Kem Pengawas PSS 2010

Blog Sweet Blog.

1st, i was late there in the 1st day.
Because i thought it began the day after tomorrow.
Me and my team able to manage the computer lab first floor,
very good.
i couldn't imagine Soohg berani enough to enter girl's toilet to fill up water.
very good. ( ai yoh! that was what we call " fang bian" )

In the evening,
we went for our " persediaan Persembahan".
know what we did?
our pengerusi Loo decided for us to dance Indian Dance.
the 2 Indian sisters showed us 10 moves,
and we were instructed to use those 10 original moves and invent our own other new moves.
very good.
Walaupun the song was " an ne ne" de song,
but the hip-hop bass was heavy,
easy for us pick up.
very good.
the original moves were:
擦白板
射子弹
闪子弹
黄狗撒尿
开门关门
捶胸口
发癫
炒菜
走猫步
and my kumpulan 5 de Lim invented:
ULTRAMAN
CAN-CAN DANCE
MONKEY STYLE

soo noob! PuUuUuUiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!


2nd day
the senaman pagi like PLKN.
soo noob! ( many many noobers )
the books have obesity,
Di samping menyusun buku, saya juga mengamalkan sikap kerajinan,
tengok buku ensiklopidia. wah! banyak menarik...
lol
We had a " How to write katalog" ceramah.
I went there for zzzzzzzzzz....
Seterusnya,
we went for our susun buku again and latih " a ne ne" dance in the following
evening.
At night, we had BBQ.
I was confused that night whether i was bakar-ing a chicken wing or arang.
lol...
Some even more noob.
He went to a piece of orange on the table hoh, and squeeze hard hard until the juice dripped on his chicken, maybe fishball i guessed ( i can't see that night, its dark, the boys chose a totally no light place to BBQ, so love the earth oh ), to mengawet his chicken.
so noob...

i think i better fast forward>>>>>

then,
we present our indian dance.
my group had a vote,
but group 3 had 4 votes.
very good. they won!
we were false to dance together at last,
like a night party.
i was force to do but i really have a little bit fun.
I was taught PARTY=爬地
i dun want ler...

then,
i continue bakar my chicken.
after bakar and makan.
i went back to the library.
i thought it was the end of that day and ready for zzzzz..
mana tau,
SATU MALAYSIA muncul-ed!
the girls all gather around like campfire
and dance together.
( i joined them! wakaka! )
we copied the indians moves and danced.
we go around a circle and dance untill the music ended.
GREAT!
I felt like living in the Africa culture...
very Africa...
very Red-Indian...
very zaman Paliolitik...
like the nation of Avatar.
woo-hooooooooo!!!!!!!!

1st Recovery in Malaysia - Manjung

I went for recharge battery and came back already...
" Tree of Hope" I read already haha...

人的心比万物都诡诈，
无法医治，
谁能识透？
i agree with the bible word above. AMEN!
we dunno ourselves actually,
the implant of sin inside us is cannot be removed!
有罪性，就造成了罪案。
Man is hopeless,
But the Lord loves us,
He dead for us and had redeem us from the Liar's hand.
That's His great mercy.
Thank you Lord.

I miss myself

Long time no reblog my blog dy...
nothing to say anymore accept " walao"
I have nothing left but a piece of cake, still pretty cool, no big deal.
I love Physics and not Biology, so a very sorry to all my angels.
Chemistry? nah.... normal .

Persona-Poem

Elaine...

Artistic, Bombastic Fantastic, Introvet.
Heavenly creation of God.
Who loves the taste of happiness,
supplement from the earth and alphabets from books.
Who is afraid of problems with no solution,
things that creep in the darkness and numbers.
Who wants to see sinless world,
laughter overcomes mourning and the 2nd coming of Christ.
Overcomer of all obstacles.

Why... is a sirname for calling,
not for asking and teasing.

稻香

当我正读着,（青色的围墙）这本书时，
我有一首歌在脑海中不停的打转。。。

那就是(稻香)
我只记得这两句而已...

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡,
随着稻香河流继续奔跑,
微微笑小时候我知道.
不要让萤火虫带着你逃跑,
乡间的歌谣,
永远的依靠,
回家吧! 回到最初的美好!

若是有读(青色的围墙)的天使,
便会知道为什么这首歌会不断的出现在,
你我身旁(^.^)

Journey to the center of the 4A class...

WatLau weh...
to be a student in 4A class is my this year hardship. ( really hard )

1. lack of time usage. (busy in tuitioning)
2. like a noob in the class. (i rarely speaks to others)
3. mind terminating. (i hate physics)
4. feel like study in a phenomenon disaster place. (boys at the back are lust minded)
5. lost connection with my " earth". (all my friends are in 4B and i miss them)

But...
i was happy today,
because i finally spoke to one of the gang in 4A class students during Chemistry period in the lab. (so happy to talk to him!!!)

actually...
study in the 4A is not my really hardship.
what my really hardship in 4A class is,
i don't know them well.
And I dunno what is the center of their heart and their needs.
this had formed a big blockage for my gospel missionary...
I Prayed:
Lord! i know you have answered my prayer and you had put me in this best class of form 4. i need your guide Lord. I dunno what are they thinking, talking, and even their actions mean. For your gospel sake Lord, give me a heart of Lion. Brave enough to mingle with them (AMEN! and I finally did it today), and when the time is ripe, make me shameless enough to preach your gospel. Remember my prayer Lord, AMEN, HALLELUJAH!!!