Journey to the center of the 4A class...

WatLau weh...
to be a student in 4A class is my this year hardship. ( really hard )

1. lack of time usage. (busy in tuitioning)
2. like a noob in the class. (i rarely speaks to others)
3. mind terminating. (i hate physics)
4. feel like study in a phenomenon disaster place. (boys at the back are lust minded)
5. lost connection with my " earth". (all my friends are in 4B and i miss them)

But...
i was happy today,
because i finally spoke to one of the gang in 4A class students during Chemistry period in the lab. (so happy to talk to him!!!)

actually...
study in the 4A is not my really hardship.
what my really hardship in 4A class is,
i don't know them well.
And I dunno what is the center of their heart and their needs.
this had formed a big blockage for my gospel missionary...
I Prayed:
Lord! i know you have answered my prayer and you had put me in this best class of form 4. i need your guide Lord. I dunno what are they thinking, talking, and even their actions mean. For your gospel sake Lord, give me a heart of Lion. Brave enough to mingle with them (AMEN! and I finally did it today), and when the time is ripe, make me shameless enough to preach your gospel. Remember my prayer Lord, AMEN, HALLELUJAH!!!