Arteries and veins

A murderer is just like a vampire.
Suck out your blood; steal away your soul.
A cold-blooded of gun, a blinded heart and an irreversible shot that may lead you to another destiny.
Choose yourself, turn to heaven, or turn to hell?

What is the taste of blood?

Sweet like a strawberry,
Smell like red roses,
Too lonely, like a floating ice-berg.
Full of tears and laughter.
Acidic, corrosive.

What are the sources of blood?

Ink, papers, words.
Fragrance of money.
The unity of mouth and tongue with silvery blades.
A kiss from a leukemia patient.
Himalaya Mount.
Chaos.

What are the products that produced by blood?

A temple of God.
A New-Jerusalem.
A handful of precious stones—sapphire, ruby, citrine, topaz, jade, jasper, emerald, quartz, pearl, diamond, gold, silver, bronze, crystal, onyx, platinum, sardius, carbuncle, jacinth, agate, amethyst, chrysolite.


Blood is ‘multi-cellular’.

ever think of me? or never!

i think of you eah second, but have you?
you dont.
you glared at me, each time i failed you......
am i just a tiny dust that you cant see?

it is fine....
fine
fine
fine!!!!

i have done many shameful and stupid things infront of you, but you dont care, thank god.
i wan to be your perfect girl-friend. but i cant. because of my creater--- GOD.
i already had targetted by a girl wont you.... ya i know! she wrote a love letter to you b4, but you burnt it..... quite funny...

whom i love actully?
the boy in 3A?
that was last two years love story.... did he knew?
he is quite book-worm looking...( i like that kind of "handsome")
and very talented...
every time he winked at me,
each moment he smiled indirectly at me,
the moment he picked up the bookmark on the floor and returned it to me....
but......
those past was just a tale..
a tale of two angels..

did he ever knew that i have been fallen in "love" with him very much?

......i don't wish to know..
......and i don't wanna to know........
keep it as a secret in my herat deep core.......

Love is kind or blind!?

i have been doing this " middle people" for around half month dy.......

kind of spy duty, but stupid.......

the boy whom i help is a bit shy... so i have to help him to takle his beloved girl.....

love is just seem to be easy to solve, but to solve the problem's solution is quite complicated...

BOY!!! you have to be brave... your mouth should not to be to straight, twist and turn a bit lah.. speaking is like driving, too straight foward and no U turn, can cause accident....... BANG!! oh my gosh!!!! pls keep your eye onthe road while you "driving!! ( e..... or.......e..or.....) see, the ambulance come dy.........


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VICTOR, VICTORIA ....... pls stop forcing me to play your favourite song again.... " mariage d'mour"

i fingers are pricking...

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neuclear bom again from the balcony...... walau!!!! thank god it didnt heat my head.... phew!!!

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Chang Hee, perhaps....... i m not trying to snatch away your "leader" badge.. don't look at me with a blazing look.
your strumming are good, no need to envy me.. i m just good at bass playing part.( thought easy)

i like the song " Apache"
this song is something like...... a magical guitar that bring me to ARABIAN place, COWBOY fighting scenery,TURKISH MARCHING rhythmic........... great!! much lovely than "SWAY"

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your name is CYRUS.
BOND-GIRL looking.......
long long flaxen rebonded hair.....
violence, daring,...
smell like jade.
loves to play dart-gun as a chew toy...

how would i ever miss you....

my secret names

I would like to call myself......

VIOLET BAUDELAIRE......

JANESSA WEASLEY......

KLAUS WATSON......

NATALIE GRIFFINS....

EMMA CAHILL.....

SAPPHIRE MARINE....

GOSPEL RAVENCLAW.....




wow thats sound awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah!!!!!!!!!
do call me wat ever you angels like.................................................

letters.......................... letters.......................letters........

ya!~ i had just posted a letter to an angel in Kuantan Gambang yesterday....

quite happy cause , time past so long and she still can remember me!!!!!

although i have a cell phone, easy to contact with her by SMS-ing... but i much prefer to write letter to her.....

what is a letter mean to you all angels?

just a paper full of elphabert that takes time to read for?

just a job and duty for you to complete it? ( reply letters )


NO........... letters doesn't sound that for me.


contacting by using letters with each other makes me feel like, u never ever want to lost contact with angels... you will be more precious the letters and the hand writting on it.... it comfort me soo much.


ya lah.... i m idiot lah.... got phone to use, but dun wan use.....

so old fashion ... writting letters.........

is fine... say whatever you like...........


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the angel whom i wrote to, is the most understanding me angel...

i known her since i was training in the Penang church...

during those days, she had taught me many precious lesson... and i listened to her..

she had shown me the real angels ang fake angels ( demon among us )...
we had a very happy moment there during the training..
we cried together, laughed together, ate together.... even fight together... haha!!!!

i hope she will please to read my this web page of my blog. it is for her.....

you r only angel i haven't give name yet......

let me think..............


what should i name u as my guardian angel.....


HA!!!! TAG IT! GOT IT!

your name is going to be.........................




" angel of mist"!!!!

i know the "mist" word sounds weird 4 you, but it is very "berharga" 4 me..

remember the scenary outside the bus when we were taking our journey back, it was raining with mist.... pretty sad that day when we had "bertengkar" with an angel, and the scenary outside the bus had match our filling...... i can't forget it.............

ha ha ! dun remind me some one else urine in the bus, during the traffic jam on Penang bridge!
( haha! who told us to drink too much of tasty drink during lunch !!) ....... and we sang together to ferry away our sadness during the night journey back to KL church and put up a night there...

what a wonderful memory you had gave me three years ago... ya! that year, we were still at the age of twelve. not matured yet........

but now we are a teenage 15 already loh........ haiz... old liao!!!!!!

had been 3 years already.... dun no how u grow now?
hope you will reply my letters soon...... hehe!!!!!!!!

letters and our handwritting mix together had form a beautiful friendship... i appreciate that..
n remember what i told you in letter.... TRUST NO ONE!!!

and lastly.... this whole page , one big piece of my "friendship" is for you..... ( hope you like it, my new guardian angel.." angel of mist" )

ZZZZZZZ...............

2day, i went 4 guitar class as usual.....

my 2 guitar family members had already past away.... so, thank God...

some other family can still affort to bring me up, i m an orphan now... so do as my brother, also had been adopted by other family. i hope he will be happy there....

i m a useless leader of my guitar group........T.T

well.... Finally...

i already knew who is my family-hold now....


CHANG HEE?
CHANG YI?


what ever.... i cant spell it... but i knew who is that ...
( wat a skinny boy 0

ya! we play the song "SWAY" today.... with the pain of my head-ache....
finger painful... head painful..... earh.............


I wont give up....


i had left the railway of guitar last 2 years, n why i went back again on this railway?

wat 4?


because of an angel....


and wat the angel did, she had left me.... ALONE....

i became an ORPHAN.......

cry... sad..... lonely....


but i remembered what AMY and DAN told me.....
they also invited me to travel to foreign countries.... i never followed them... but thanks 4 their advice....


they told me in this world, only one rule to succeed things n dreams.... TRUST NO ONE....


AGREED!!!!!


althought i m the branch of EKAT, Alistair and Bae ( also an EKAT ) betrayed me b4....
they r not my people....

white lies.... video tapes.... false note.... LIAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Hence.........

I... TRUST NO ONE .... anymore......


trust too much , will lead you to death..... is true.

photoes that i wan 2 share

this is me, in the comic that drawn by an angel..... "yeng" leh!!

the witch is me......

n the warrior girl is my fren.... angel of summer....

he drawn a gunner 4 me............ whao...... i still keep it, and a warrior..........

the ten idol in the comic of "Hwa Lian Strike".. ( i m one part of the 10)

i m standing in the lowest part, beside devil, SVD costume, S.W.A.T.!!!!!!!

cool......... i love myself....... holding SNIPER...

i still rmb we S.W.A.T go holiday, n had surfing competition in the ocean...

( i play cheat.... i use bazuka to blast faster than others.... haha! i won!!!)

YOU-KNOW-WHO.....................

THE FAMOUS 3

ME ( the witch), angel of summer ( the warrior), angel of forest ( the assasin)

haha!