Breaking Heart

Well...
i broke up with angel of happiness peacefully...
don't be so upset la dear... our relationlaship haven't start yet and never ends...
i will happy if you were just my friend...
maybe if you are one of the recovery's brothers, i will surely accept you...
But.. you now are still a Gentile , I can't betray my God just like Lucifer did...
I hate to cheat myself anymore.
i surrendered, just like Bree did...but surely not like Amy did...
is happy also to gain back my conversation with angel of black bean... ( said me noob de people lost liao... haha... i won!!)

conclusion,
is happy to be with you for these days, and grateful... to say "goodbye" in harmony with melody...

Beethoven Bacteria

will i die one day...
the bacteria in my lungs non-stop terminating me...
really suffering... no reason for their appearence...
i rather die earlier than expanding the time for me to live...
life is hopeless... black... white... keyboard...

Yes! is keyboard...
keyboard saved me...
angel of happiness? no... he did nothing...
"Canon in D" we played together yesterday...
a memory that carved in my mind... extremely deep...
"First Kiss"? he knows nothing...except R.C...

repair a broken heart?
no solution at all.

Street 15

遇见你们

遇见耶稣，
我才相信，
有一种爱果真没条件；
爱是他来救我并住我心，
被我的软弱，
医治甘甜。
遇见你们，
我才知道，
我的产业竟是如此丰盛；
弟兄姊妹如同云彩围绕，
我真满足活在幸福之中。

他的爱情不会毁损，
他的信实从不短缺，
生命供应全备，
常新，
带我与他身体联结；
为他我愿撇下世界，
因我有更荣耀基业；
主已应许我得生命，
换来百倍，
就在今生。

Wedding Dinner or Ending Dinner?

my Breaking Dawn

Before Dawn of the yesterday, at 2pm.
janji temu buat badminton between:
me,
angel of diabolo,
angel of black bean,
angel of dandelion,
angel of happiness,
angel of victory,
and many more.

from 2pm to 6pm. non-stop playing.
we smash, netting in the game. ( use up all my shuttle-cocks, shit lah )
with laughter.
we smash fiercely, and netting gently.
stupid angel of black bean,
smash so hard until we cant " save the ball", good thing we had angel of victory! yeah!
somemore leh, play netting play until we dizzy... and then... smash so hard... thought we are Lee Chong Wei meh... so PRO... can die want you know...
at last,
i walk back home. ( 4 miles long... my foot cracked... from Rimba to Bt.Bendera..uh )

angel of happiness still very loves me.
dont wanna let me go... is not a good news for me... is a bad news...
i cant bare to imagine how if i tell him the truth...
because of the 3pm rain that day, i tried hard to cut off the string of our relationship. but you dont allowed.
you are tourchering me you know.
each time i see your eyes... i have no more energy to cut that string off...
leave you alone in the center of stromy sea... i cant do it...i am not that mean..

O, Lord Jesus...God...Lead me

Reshine

thanks ya buddy, for your pc.
appreciate it course i will.