I miss myself

Long time no reblog my blog dy...
nothing to say anymore accept " walao"
I have nothing left but a piece of cake, still pretty cool, no big deal.
I love Physics and not Biology, so a very sorry to all my angels.
Chemistry? nah.... normal .

Persona-Poem

Elaine...

Artistic, Bombastic Fantastic, Introvet.
Heavenly creation of God.
Who loves the taste of happiness,
supplement from the earth and alphabets from books.
Who is afraid of problems with no solution,
things that creep in the darkness and numbers.
Who wants to see sinless world,
laughter overcomes mourning and the 2nd coming of Christ.
Overcomer of all obstacles.

Why... is a sirname for calling,
not for asking and teasing.

稻香

当我正读着,（青色的围墙）这本书时，
我有一首歌在脑海中不停的打转。。。

那就是(稻香)
我只记得这两句而已...

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡,
随着稻香河流继续奔跑,
微微笑小时候我知道.
不要让萤火虫带着你逃跑,
乡间的歌谣,
永远的依靠,
回家吧! 回到最初的美好!

若是有读(青色的围墙)的天使,
便会知道为什么这首歌会不断的出现在,
你我身旁(^.^)

Journey to the center of the 4A class...

WatLau weh...
to be a student in 4A class is my this year hardship. ( really hard )

1. lack of time usage. (busy in tuitioning)
2. like a noob in the class. (i rarely speaks to others)
3. mind terminating. (i hate physics)
4. feel like study in a phenomenon disaster place. (boys at the back are lust minded)
5. lost connection with my " earth". (all my friends are in 4B and i miss them)

But...
i was happy today,
because i finally spoke to one of the gang in 4A class students during Chemistry period in the lab. (so happy to talk to him!!!)

actually...
study in the 4A is not my really hardship.
what my really hardship in 4A class is,
i don't know them well.
And I dunno what is the center of their heart and their needs.
this had formed a big blockage for my gospel missionary...
I Prayed:
Lord! i know you have answered my prayer and you had put me in this best class of form 4. i need your guide Lord. I dunno what are they thinking, talking, and even their actions mean. For your gospel sake Lord, give me a heart of Lion. Brave enough to mingle with them (AMEN! and I finally did it today), and when the time is ripe, make me shameless enough to preach your gospel. Remember my prayer Lord, AMEN, HALLELUJAH!!!

Is your TARGET is New Jerusalem ???!!!

To Angel of Shadow:

Anti-Christ is going to appear... why you don't want to listen to me...
I am trying to save you, but you rejected...
What you dunno, and what I know is, whether you like it or not,
Once you left the church life, you are died.
You are still a spritual toddler, and I am older than you.
you must have listen to my by right.
you must come back to the right path!
the truth is just only here...
you dunno what you are doing! it is not wat you said freedom or not freedom, as you still dunno yet, let me tell you,
" FREEDOM IS FROM SATAN!"
" FREEDOM CAN ONLY LEAD YOU TO DEATH"
" YOU MUST OBEY GOD, DON'T WAIT UNTIL GOD PUNISH YOU AND THEN YOU REGRET!"

listen to me sweetheart, you dunno wat you r doing now...
i am not forcing you like a barbarian or what, trying to force you to do what you don't like...( or if I did something wrong to you, I say " sorry" okay!)
i saw the truth, and i want to save your soul... listen to me...listen to God...Don't listen to your friends...

Bible, book James 4:4 said:
"Adulteresses, do you know that the friendship of the world is enimity with God? Therefore whoever determines to be friend of the world is constituted an enemy of God."


Wake up my Angel!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PMR! Good! PMR, nice to play..

Deng! Deng! Deng! Deng!

guess what, i score in my PMR result...
888888888888888888888888888AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA'sssssssssss

i wanna shout out loud!!!!

This was my 1st thing done so perfect in my whole life. Because my UPSR only 6A's...
Wau! thank you Lord you heard my prayer, my consecgration... for his Gospel sake, i am willing to preach Gospel to 4A class next year and bare a long last fruit for Him.

Lord! I offered myself to you!
My whole life to be trained by You!
I am willing Lord! Pick me!!!!

Under Process of a precious stone..

During the training,
we.. student, were like prisoner...
one week can approach the outside environment once...

the 1st week in the Lord's Table,
my 4 fregns n i was being received by a brother...
my 1st week Lord's Table was in a small small meeting hall.
later we followed the brother home.

at first, i thought we gonna to stay in a olid weird looking factory as we 1st saw his house view...
But, as we entered into his house... we shocked.
we cant believe that it was a 3 stories hveouse...
it was a very big different btween the surface and contain of his house.
the inside of the house was neat, shiny, and well designed.
and one more thing to mention, the house was full of air-cond cool feeling.
and many toilets too... me n my frens no need to fight with each other to gain the toilets for our hygiene problems.

we were also invited to a room that specially designed by his brother ( a designer ). it was neat.
the room was painted in dark blue and matched with some of the hanging white siliky curtains and some woolly cottenly mats sticked on the wall as decoration. the floors are carpeted. i like the colour of the room. it seemed like diving into a deep cool ocean... i also hoped that the roo m is mine... haha!

we played with her 3 year old daughter...
a toddler usally speaks something you can't really understand, ( but i understanded her )
She always dance all aroung the living room and always said out loud: " huain, kweiu, khee..."
you guys know what she meaned?
I heard it, and she meaned :" one two three"
haha.. kids...
his daughter like a doll.
yellowish hair and seed-like eyes, fair, but mischevious...



For the 2nd week,
I went to a sister house, for Lord's table.
wow! this sister house was just the house of the Cullen.
White perfect, Glassed wall, almost.
like the Cullens ( twilight story Vampire's house)
But the only thing missing was a white grand piano.


For the 3rd week,
i went to a glassed house too. ( that moment only i knew, Miri ppl are rich)
I served the piano service with a grand piano with the company of Angel. ( cool wo! 1st time play grand piano to worship.)


For the 4th week,
we all the trainees graduated...
after our exhibition of Christ in a Roman Catholic building like meeting hall,
we have to hiked up a 90 degree hill to reach the richest Brother in Sarawak house for feast... ( we were exhausted... to be so tired for a 700 over ppl who attend the big feast, i know it worthed... we called on God's name along the hike up the hills...as we reach the top... we shouted in happiness...)
i also imagined how i would be if i ride a bike down back the hill without a break with speed... hmmm.. i think i will find out a pile of bones there lying senseless there, and it was me, dead there )

wow! the house was awsome!!!!
it built on top of the hill beside a beach... what i know that moment was,,,, this brother was extremely 100% rich and well educated in business mind....
5 stories house... ( 3 children of his each body stay one story)
a very long and deep swimming pool..( i can't wait to jump into it!!)
small houses that he owned around the big house...
a big land he owned for building a appartment area and ready to sell...
uncountable guards,
conclusion,
his castle like house can compete with our Malaysia Prime Minister...
a house that big enough to held a bid prom!!!!
Wush shay!






to be continued.... ( maybe...if i still have time in this holiday...)